rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- two personality's <~~whatever me and diana got into a discussion about how some of our friends act differently on the internet than they would in real life. diana and me don't do that but we've noticed some of our friends do. it is kinda annoying. i mean i can understand people being more confident on the internet...just because you don't have to see them. but when your whole personality changes, its a different story. dianas ex-bf...i think...i'll call him J. does that. hes kinda tough and the all-american badass on the internet...but in person hes a really nice guy. according to her...i personally haven't met him in person. but what i do know about him makes what she said understandable. its just weird. like a week ago i was talking to my friend mat. him and me aren't like best friends...just because we don't really know alot about each other and we don't know how much to trust the other person, you know? and i was talking to him about trust, and me and diana are best friends and him and sammi are best friends. and then me and him and friends...so it occured to me...that even tho some of my friends say you know "don't tell anyone" and stuff like that. but no matter what you are gonna tell your best friend. unless it is something that would ruin there image of them, you know what i mean? i know its hard to follow...but thats the trouble with friendships. another thing is that i go to a different school then all of them...so when mat says something like [example] "yah, well your the only one in the 'group' with morals" or something like that, his idea of the group is diffent than mine. like my group might be tina, loretta, kimi, noelle, and diana. when his is sammi, britnie, pam and sometimes diana(they kinda went through a fight thing...which i mention last month i believe). so its kinda weird. if we are a group we are one hell of a dysfunctional group. but i don't see it as a group...i see it as mat and sammi. me and diana. britnie and pam. its sides. not a group. some people are more independant than others i guess. 3:02 p.m. - 2001-07-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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