rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10 years old, huh? it my lil' bros b-day party today. he is now 10 years old. (his b-day was the 17...but we are celebrating it today) the whole family should be here any minute. god help me. seriously. i went swimming with diana and her friend matt yesterday for like three hours. it was stupid fun. lol. grrrr, i hate it when the family comes over...i have to kinda hide myself. don't swear, don't use dark humor, if they ask if you've choosen a religion say no, they'll ask if i have a boyfriend, i still have to answer no...i can't be me. it drives me nuts. hide my poems...they really can't read those. i can't be me. hmmmm, thats interesting. i mean people tell you all your life: you have your moms hair, your dads nose...grandmas sensitivity(sp)...stuff like that. so you can't really be yourself...because your everyone else. hmmmmmmmm, weird. lol. there was another thing i analyzed, but i can't remember what it was. and i can't persuade my lazy ass to walk in my room and grab the piece of paper that i wrote it on. maybe tomorrow. 11:40 a.m. - 2001-07-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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