rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::honestly:: honestly...i think he lied. i think he really doesn't like me...but wants to be nice and not say it to my face. sure those bad vibes disappeared for a while...but i sensed them this morning. like crazy. i was so hoping they were gone. i think he didn't believe me. i think he thought i was lying. so the shields went up. i was blinded. i hate it when he does that. why can't i be as good as he is? the vibes hit me like bricks to the skin. and i backed off. i heard myself wince when i asked to talk to him...his eyes...they pierced me like knives...i was taken aback. i was surprised. if he only knew when he was hitting me the worst with those eyes...and not with words or flesh. yes, i think its fair to say, he thinks i'm lying. 4:29 p.m. - 2002-04-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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