rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::Deflating:: He was right and I was wrong. I'm willing to admit that. I don't even know where to begin. Maybe with tears? Or with change? Everything is going to change. Change has already started. Change unravels me. My tears. My throat closes up. I forget to breathe. I forget who I am. I'm a continuing exhale. A balloon that someone stuck a needle in. A knife at my side. I want the wind to take me. My memories, dreams, hopes to float off and hang in the air. I want the rain to melt me. A forgotten reflection for someone to jump in. I want to be the nothing I was destined to be. 12:07 a.m. - 2003-07-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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