rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::Don't open your mouth, for the truth might spill out:: Right now everything is a mess. My thoughts are all just whirring around in my head. I wish I could explain. I'm trying very hard. But something is making me hold my breath. Something stops me from telling you everything. I feel worthless. Things seem hopeless. I feel bad for thinking and feeling that way. Ashamed of myself because I've tried so hard to steer the other way. I feel hypocritical. Which can't be far from the truth. Some of my recent situations are so unbearable, so intense, but I'm left feeling numb. I feel most alone when I'm around someone. I think of all the things that have not been said. I want to tell you so badly. But I'm afraid of what you'll say. So I don't say anything at all. 12:08 a.m. - 2003-08-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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