rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::it all seems so fucked:: Do people ever stop and look around anymore? Do people realize just how much everything is fucked? For some odd reason this thought entered my mind when I was reflecting on some memories which I wished I didn't have. They occured after I woke up from a nightmare. I'm not going to give you details because it's personal...all I will tell you is that I feel so alone even when surrounded by so many people. I feel so unloved when so many people love me. I cling to people who have endlessly made me feel bad about being me because I feel I can justify myself. Or maybe that's not it at all. Elch. I'm just...fed up is all. At least, right now I feel that way. Lately, when I look at things, I just wish for simplicity. 2:14 a.m. - 2003-03-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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