rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::It's hard:: It's hard to express emotions that run so deep. It's hard to express them when you feel your throat tightening up and this sense of fear causes you to break out into a cold sweat and bring you to tears. Like you feel that your worst nightmare could come true and you have no control over anything. It's hard to get it out at all when you find yourself sprawled out on the floor from the collapsing emotions. When it all seems to fall apart so hard and so fast. When you would give nearly everything to just feel numb. To pretend for a moment that it doesn't matter and that it doesn't effect you this way. That you could just stop caring. And for a moment these feelings aren't ripping you apart. 11:36 p.m. - 04.29.05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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