rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::static fucking cling:: I feel like I've become too clingy, too attached. I dislike the person it makes me. However, only I can appreciate it as well. Only I know the connection and trust I feel, but I hate the fact that it makes me jealous. I hate that feeling. An inconvenient feeling. I guess that's one of the reasons I'm looking forward to school. I'll be so busy doing homework I won't have time for my problems. This sounds like a bad thing, but for me, it's a good thing. It's not that I'll be sweeping my problems under the rug, but I won't have time to dwell and analyze like I've been doing all summer. And seeing most of my friends might stop me from being so clingy to one person. I think being too clingy or attached makes me feel vulnerable and insecure. And I don't like that feeling either. But who knows? Maybe I'm just too paranoid. 10:19 p.m. - 2003-08-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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