rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::fucking UGH:: ugh. I mean...UGH! I'm so...pissed. And depressed and drained...and yet in some ways happy. And UGH! I just want to scream or cry or laugh. I just want to fucking disappear! Is that okay? Can I do that for a day? Just cut off all contact with everyone? UGH! I can't even begin to explain how I feel right now. I don't know where to start. I don't know where the fucking beginning is! And I keep holding it all in because of this. UGH! This is not good. I can't do this. I don't even know why I'm telling you all this. It really isn't anyone's business...but UGH! 11:50 p.m. - 2003-04-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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