rayofmemory's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ::life I have:: Song of the Moment: "Goodbye Lament" ~ Tony Iommi feat. Dave Grohl Sometimes I feel so unimportant. Like it wouldn't make one goddamn difference if I was standing here or not. Everything I do and say is a mistake anyways. I just cause more pain. I never know what to say. Not true, I never know how to say it. I can think and I can write but ask me to open my mouth and nothing ever comes out. I never know how to express out loud how I'm feeling. Never been able to do it. I never say what I really want to. Sometimes I feel like things are going really well. But they're really not. They never are. It's an illusion. It's a lie. The walls are starting to cave in. I cannot breathe. Good. 10:09 p.m. - 10.05.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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